Beloved. God's beloved. I don't even know how to grasp the thought lately. In the grande scheme of eternity I lose sight of the impact that today has. I can't fathom what God is doing. My mind can't absorb the reality of this world and heaven at the same time. I am boggled by the thought of Trent being in heaven; I just shake my head. Over and over again Jesus tells me in the book of John, "I am telling you the truth." There is a heaven, there is a God, there is a throne, and angels, and mansions and streets of gold and eternal life.